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Surely, a baby was evidence that life went on.Nothing to mournExcept that it wasn’t. The very next thing I learned was that the pregnancy wasn’t viable. The doctor needed to get me into surgery and remove the IUD, and try to save my ovary and my fallopian tube from the embryo that was probably embedded there. And it needed to be done canada goose uk black friday immediately, before I had time to think, before I had time to mourn.Here was the rub: In the mere hours I had between learning my baby existed and losing it, I’d loved that baby, connected with it, and gave it a name and a place in our family tree. But while I was making that baby real in my mind and in my dreams, my husband Canada Goose Jackets was wringing his hands at the thought of having another child. Life was so stressful already, he thought. Losing this baby might be the best thing that could happen. We’d never known him (to this day, I’m sure it was a boy), and we shouldn’t miss him. We should just rejoice in the fact that we had two beautiful, healthy children and that we weren’t going to have to figure out how the heck to take care of another one. We hadn’t planned this baby; he hadn’t wanted this baby; and the baby couldn’t be born. To my husband, there was nothing to mourn.And so, as soon as they wheeled me into surgery, my husband went home to our two baby girls. He didn’t sit waiting to join me in the recovery room; he didn’t send flowers to the private room where I cried when it was all over. To him, removing this baby that was never to be was no different than having an abscessed tooth extracted. It was hurting me, it needed to come out, and then everything would be fine. 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How could my husband, this father with whom I had made three not two, but three precious children know so little about me as not to understand that losing this baby was ripping me apart just as surely as it would if I lost him later in some terrible tragedy, in a car accident, in a playground fall, canada goose coats on sale yes, even in a blown up building? “What’s wrong?” he asked. “I’m just tired,” I replied. If he cheap canada goose uk didn’t know what was wrong, I wasn’t going to tell him.Picking up the piecesMy husband canada goose factory sale drove me home to my two babies later that day. He set me gently on the couch and brought me a ginger ale. He gave me my 9 month old to nurse and told my 2 year old to give me some space. “No, Dada,” she replied. “Mommy boo boo on tummy. Kiss, kiss!” She lifted my shirt and kissed my belly. Then she snuggled into my side. “I here, Mommy.”And suddenly, it was clear: My husband, my partner, the one who knew every detail of the past 24 hours, couldn’t identify with my pain. My canada goose coats daughter, though barely old enough to talk, had managed to understand just enough to know that her mommy was hurting.She didn’t comprehend that she had lost a Canada Goose Parka sibling. She had no way of knowing canada goose that my pain and heartbreak were intensified by the still lingering helplessness I’d felt when the planes had crashed in faraway cities. Neither of us could foresee that this would be one of the last times that she would sit beside me as I nursed her baby sister because the miscarriage would throw my hormones into such flux that my breast milk would dry up. My little girl just knew that Mommy had a boo boo and Mommy needed kisses.My 2 year old daughter’s instinct was to comfort. My husband’s was to rationalize.In a way, just as so many did, I lost my innocence during that fall of 2001. I wish I could say that the experience of the miscarriage brought my husband and me closer after all, they say, there’s nothing like a crisis to bind people together. But I lost more than my third child that canada goose store terrible autumn when America was picking up the pieces and trying to recover. I lost my belief that my husband and I could always be there for each other, understand each other, be a source of comfort to each other in a time of fear and grief. 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Still, I’ve found some peace underlying it all, peace in knowing that my husband and I can endure, and love, even when we violently disagree. I’ve found a deeper understanding of my marriage, and of him. While my miscarriage might have been the first time that we disagreed on something so fundamental, we have many more years to come. uk canada goose Four or five decades when tragedy might strike. Years when we’ll have to deal with our differences and survive them, when we’ll confront decisions and challenges and fears. In the face of such possibilities, I’ve found comfort in knowing that my husband Canada Goose online and I will somehow struggle through.I look Canada Goose Online at my daughters, now sturdy little girls, and I picture the day when I can tell them about the canadian goose jacket sibling they lost that fall of 2001. I imagine that our conversation will go something like this: “It was a perfect, sunny day here, and we got the news: Planes were falling out of the sky, people were dying in terrible fires, buildings were collapsing, but your father and I, we made a beautiful thing.”.

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Inspectoratul Școlar Județean Constanța informează că până la această oră, conform datelor transmise de către managerii unităților de învățământ preuniversitar din județul Constanța, se înregistrează următoarea situație:

⁃ 265 elevi confirmați;
⁃ 82 personal didactic și nedidactic;
⁃ 188 clase on-line;
⁃ 4366 elevi on-line.
Referitor la scenariile de funcționare a școlilor, ieri, 29 septembrie, Grupul de suport tehnico-științific privind gestionarea bolilor înalt contagioase pe teritoriul României a decis în unanimitate (exclusiv membri cu drept de vot, având competențe medicale/epidemiologice):

1. Decuplarea scenariilor de funcționare a școlilor de rata de infectare din localitate și adoptarea deciziilor de suspendare a prezenței fizice în funcție de cazurile confirmate la nivel de clasă/școală, în paralel cu intensificarea măsurilor de control din partea autorităților competente, în vederea respectării stricte a regulilor de protecție sanitară în școli.

2. Adoptarea de măsuri suplimentare având ca obiectiv amplificarea testării în școli, prin formularea unei solicitări către Agenția Națională a Medicamentului cu privire la aprobarea utilizării testelor non-invazive pe bază de salivă, cu rol de screening.

După această primă etapă urmează adoptarea unei Hotărâri CNSU, apoi validarea prin Hotărâre de Guvern și abilitarea miniștrilor educației și sănătății să opereze modificări în ordinul comun, în concordanță cu hotărârile adoptate.

Tot acest proces se va finaliza până vineri, 1 octombrie, în vederea stabilirii formulei de funcționare a școlilor, începând cu ziua de luni, 4 octombrie 2021.

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Vești mai puțin îmbucurătoare pentru români. Certificatul verde COVID devine obligatoriu începând cu data de 20 septembrie, pentru accesul la diferite evenimente în toate localităţile unde rata de incidenţă se situează între trei şi şase la mia de locuitori. Mai exact acest certificat trebuie prezentat obligatoriu la intrarea în restaurante, la nunți și la activități în spații închise. În județul Constanța, localitățile Costinești, Independența și Adamclisi au depășit pragul de trei persoane infectate la mia de locuitori, motiv pentru care este nevoie de prezentarea certificatului verde.

Potrivit Hotărârii de Guvern care a fost aprobată vineri, 17 septembrie, în localitățile cu rata incidenței cazurilor cuprinse între 3 și 6 la mie, pot participa la nunți, botezuri, la meciuri și au acces în sălile de sport, în cinematografe și restaurante, persoanele care se află într-una dintre următoarele situații: sunt vaccinate împotriva virusului SARS-CoV-2, prezintă rezultatul negativ al unui test RT-PCR pentru infecția cu virusul SARS-CoV-2 nu mai vechi de 72 de ore, prezintă rezultatul negativ certificat al unui test antigen rapid pentru infecția cu virusul SARS-CoV-2 nu mai vechi de 48 de ore,  se află în perioada cuprinsă între a 15-a zi și a 180-a zi ulterioară confirmării infectării cu SARS-CoV-2. Excepție de la regula prezentării unui test RT-PCR sau antigen rapid cu rezultat negativ pentru infecția cu coronavirus fac copiii cu vârsta mai mică sau egală cu 6 ani. Noile reguli nu creează situaţii discriminatorii, consideră secretarul de stat în Ministerul de Interne Raed Arafat:

„În primul rând vreau să subliniez că această hotărâre n-a impus restricţii. Deci în loc să se închidă total după 3 la mie, în intervalul 3-6 la mie s-a găsit o soluţie prin care totuşi să mai permitem activităţile economice să se desfăşoare într-un anumit control sanitar aferent. Asta înseamnă că nu putem vorbi de discriminare. Noi permitem tuturor categoriilor să participe, cu o condiţie: să fie una din cele trei.“ a declarat dr. Raed Arafat, secretarul de stat în Ministerul de Interne. 

În județul Constanța, mai multe localități au depășit pragul de trei persoane infectate la mia de locuitori, motiv pentru care este nevoie de prezentarea certificatului verde.

“În ceea ce privește localitatea Costinești care în weekend a depășit pragul de 3 la mie, tendința se menține și astăzi figurează cu 3,17 la mie, deci practic intră sub prevederile Hotărârii 990, de asemenea la nivelul municipiului Constanța s-a depășit pragul de 2 la mie, localitatea Independența a depășit pragul de 3/1000 și de asemenea localitatea Adamclisi este puțin peste are 3,04/1000 astăzi”, a declarat prefectul județului Constanța, Silviu Coșa. 

Certificatul verde este folosit începând din 1 iulie, la nivel european pentru a facilita călătoriile între statele membre UE. La finalul lunii august, Guvernul României a adoptat o ordonanță prin care este creat cadrul legal ca acest document să poată fi folosit și pe plan intern, nu doar pentru deplasările internaționale.

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Societatea de Ştiinţe Istorice din România organizează în această perioadă concursul naţional “ Patrimoniul cultural istoric şi natural-zestrea comunităţilor locale “. La această competiţie participă şi o echipă de la Liceul George Călinescu din Constanţa formată din Alexandra Anja Mogoşanu,  Viviana Andreea Nichifor, Fabian Cotan şi Carmen Nicoleta Gheţu , toţi clasa a 10-a. Ei sunt coordonaţi de profesorul Eugenia Crăciun.

Echipa liceului George Călinescu şi-au propus readucerea la lumină a Casei Alleon şi recunoaşterea contribuţiilor culturale și sociale aduse de către comunitatea evreiască din orașul Constanta , aceștia jucând un rol activ în dezvoltarea culturală și economică a orașului, respectând sugestiile și profitând de oportunitățile comunității urbane și politică oficială. De la sfârșitul secolului al XIX-lea până în jurul anului 1930, numărul comunității evreiești membrii au crescut – atât ca număr cât și ca putere economică. Deși activitatea comercială și bancară sunt în esență, imobilul nu trebuie trecut cu vederea, deoarece au lăsat numeroase urme în public și spațiul privat al orașului. Evreii au contribuit la constituirea fondului istoric al Constanței, astăzi, o serie de clădiri reprezentative au devenit monumente ale arhitectură. Este un fapt nefericit că actuala comunitate evreiască din Constanța are doar 59 de membri, care îi includea pe cei din Mangalia – mulți dintre ei fuseseră asimilați și doar câțiva pur evrei etnice.

În aceste condiții, problema protejării patrimoniului arhitectural , în special al Casei Alleon , construcție reprezentativă cartierului evreiesc , este o sarcină dincolo de influența actuală a comunității. Salvarea acestui patrimoniu arhitectural evreiesc, regăsit pe pământ dobrogean necesită programe interinstituționale extinse care pot identifica mijloacele tehnice și financiare.

 

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